The Dark

the intense stare
a menacing glare
that feeling inside raising hair
a little voice screams beware
you brave a quick glance
confirming nothing is there
but you feel it everywhere
lurking in the shadows
concealed by the dark
it watches your every move
waiting to make its mark

(c) SA MacNeil

Night and Day

That perfect night
Under stars so bright
When you held me tight
Promised it would be alright

That perfect day
We spent by the bay
Wrapped in your arms I lay
Content in your love I'll stay

~

That awful night
When all we did was fight
Eyes full of spite
Your insults do bite

That awful day
Tangled in the fray
You begged me to stay
But your actions betray
So I left you anyway

~

Clearly our time together was a farce
So you can take these words and shove 'em up your arse


(c) SA MacNeil

First Love

Your big brown eyes staring into my soul
That wanton look tells me you'll devour me whole
Your tongue between my thighs
Hand over mouth to stifle my cries
Lips trailing kisses slowly up my body
Tasting every inch of my flesh
Feeling your breath on my neck
My earlobe between your teeth
You whisper those last words

~Are you sure?~

My answer so pure
Comes as a plead

~Yes. Please.~

Hands bound together above my head
Your hardness slowly pressing in
I scream in delight
This feeling so tight
Bodies become one
I pant, I moan, become undone
You look at me with wonder
As our passion pulls us under
My senses on fire
While you fill me with desire
Soaring high
Above the sky
We fall together
Not wanting to break the tether
We lie in a heep
Drifting toward sleep


(c) SA MacNeil

Letter to No One

I never thought possible
To miss someone who never was
Until you never came

I hoped
I dreamed
I tried
I cried
I even wished upon a star
But you never came

I can't help but dream
About what could've been
How much you were loved
Even though you were never here

I can't help but wonder
If it would be my eyes I would see
When I gaze at you adoringly
Would you be silly like me?
Maybe a little shy too?
These things I'll never know
Because you never came

I dream about picnics in the park
Building castles in the sand
Sharing with you all the things dear to my heart
Walking with you hand in hand

Bedtime stories
Goodnight kisses
Quiet cuddles
Stolen dances
Teaching you
Loving you
All the things that will never be
Because you never came

I'm tired of waiting
Hoping and dreaming
Crying and pleading
For you who will never be

Time to move on
Put a smile on my face
But you should always know
In my heart there will always be an empty place


(c) SA MacNeil

Across the distance

Across the distance
I feel your touch
Your haunting kisses
I welcome so much

Across the distance
Your gentle embrace
Your caressing hands
The smile on your face

Across the distance
I wish you were near
Taking me hard
Whispering in my ear

Across the distance
I scream your name
You may not hear
But it happened all the same


(c) SA MacNeil

Sexy Saturdays

Mondays tend to be grumpy
Wednesdays are always humpy
Tuesdays and Thursdays uneventful
Fridays can turn regretful
But Saturdays?

Saturdays are for coffee in bed
Naughty thoughts in my head
Turning off the phone
Pretending nobody's home

Lips and hands and bodies collide
Coming together, all worries aside
Between the sheets for hours
Long lingering steamy showers

Yes. Saturdays are a real treat
And Sundays? Well, they call for a repeat.


(c) SA MacNeil

Mistake

I lie here wide awake
Thinking of my mistake
I gave you my heart and soul
You chewed it up and spit it out whole
What did I do to deserve
This spite that you now serve
You've made my life a living hell
Left me broken, no words to yell

But I will rise again
Break this despair and find my zen
You will no longer control me
Belittle me
Deplore me

No.
You will regret being so twisted
And I will forget you ever existed.


(c) SA MacNeil

A Fall Poem

Cool crisp nights
Cuddled up by the fire;
Pumpkin spiced delights
And cozy sweater attire;

Gem colored leaves
That sail through the air;
Ghost stories weaved
To frighten and scare;

Friends and family dine
Together to give thanks;
Though it requires wine
I'm not alone among the ranks.


(c) SA MacNeil